I'm taking the "run 60 miles in June" challenge VERY seriously. I have already completed 6 miles :)
but with this comes my right hip problem. yuck. i'm 21 years old I should not be falling apart like this just yet! :( But I am so determined to train for this half-marathon I HAVE to push-through. I will just take it easier on my run tomorrow and see how that feels.
on to happier news, MADISON IS CRAWLING!!!!!
yayayayayay :) my big girl!
tomorrow I start a beach condo cleaning gig for summer. This will be some easy extra cash. I'm VERY excited. :)
I'm having diet issues. I've been going to bed early to avoid late-night snacking. And by early I mean 7pm. If I'm asleep I won't feel hungry and it seemed like a good idea, until I realized I work best at night and I'm sleeping away all of my social life and times to be productive. So what should I do? Arby's and their deep fried mozerella sticks is right across the street taunting me. And I'm OBSESSED with pizza and French fries from Checker's (again, right across the street) ugh! I haven't had fast food in a few days though, but I'm miserable.)
I just want a pizza. I'll eat it for lunch and dinner and breakfast. This will save me money and time. This will make me happy and I will be able to stay up later tonight because I'll feel "fulfilled." I'll be able to go see this band downtown with kristi instead of going to sleep at 7 in fear of a hunger attack. Pizza is the way to go.
man am I f*cked up or what? There's no way pizza will SOLVE anything. I already have a bad hip, why add to the problem? I've been running like a maniac this week, why ruin it? I'm in a size 12 (soon to be 10) for the first time since the EIGHTH GRADE. do I really want to be a 16/18 again?!! NO!
I need to get out of my "fat girl" mindset and stop believing that pizza is the answer to my problems.
I don't really have much to say today? Lol